[MK feels the soft shell and makes sure his fingers do not press too hard into it. He knows it's sensitive. Knows Donnie is careful with it. But Donnie trusts him and those arms around him make him feel safe. They make him feel grounded. He sniffles and tries to get his feelings under control but it's hard. He lost Macaque. They are friends but now there is distance and he hurt him.
But Macaque did it so he could do this. He could be with Donnie. To explore these feelings. To learn if this was, no not if. How. How special this was. How deep this ran. He looks up at Donnie. Dark eyes shining as he looks into those concerned eyes. He raises up on his toes a little. His emotions are raw and right now he isn't thinking about what is healthy, what is good or right. He only wants to feel something else. Something warm and kind and maybe even not.]
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But Macaque did it so he could do this. He could be with Donnie. To explore these feelings. To learn if this was, no not if. How. How special this was. How deep this ran. He looks up at Donnie. Dark eyes shining as he looks into those concerned eyes. He raises up on his toes a little. His emotions are raw and right now he isn't thinking about what is healthy, what is good or right. He only wants to feel something else. Something warm and kind and maybe even not.]
Kiss me? Please?